Point on me, you may. I invited you.
I became cheerful after being in solid solitary. My mind seems more fresh, my energy gaining, and the ideas come running to me. Such a happy condition. I see the world colorful in colors and patterns. Sometimes it’s polka dot in white and red and black, sometimes it’s autumn brownny warm, sometimes it’s calm pinkish, sometimes it’s brave blue-green-yellowish summer, and sometimes it’s dark gloomy grey. So many faces of the planet.
I dream of place where being in solitary is permittable. By training myself to become always positive thinking about others and conditions what so ever, I need a reward to be let being in solitary. And in such manner I have found my good friends who’s still in good friendship with me since junior high until now. I cherish them in the lone wolf way possible. We never chatting in chat room, we never do phone call, and of course seldom do video call. We separated for long time, sometime we didn’t meet each other for three months or more. But once we met, we couldn’t stop telling each other what we have been doing lately. That’s a very nice time of ours. And by doing it, it gave this lone-creative-wolf time to craft my art and be balance.
This lone wolf girl tend to feel guilty when she didn’t craft her art in a day. Very much my mood will worsening if my creative flow is being interrupted to do something else. And I’m grateful to have parent like my parent who understand this manner of me.
I’m in a very bad mood right I write it now, but I want to write it down before it’s gone from my mind. Actually I regret this post didn’t as nice as what I daydreaming tonight. I was right into fell asleep when this idea came running to my brain. I just woke up to write them down because I like it very much, but after I write it down it didn’t be as nice as I thought. But it’s okay. If those idea come again, I’ll edit this posting. Right now I’ll stop it here. Thank you for reading.
Suwun for thank you in Javanese language ^^
